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November 14th, 2007

08:47 pm - A new apartment...
I feel like I'm having a melt down. I'm not sure if it's because I made the wrong decision or because it's a change and it will take some adjusting. I hate the idea of paying rent it makes me insane but I just dont feel ready for anything permanent so I decided to make some sort of move and rent for a year. I signed a lease tonight for the Avalon Pruneyard. It's a one bedroom 2 blocks from the pruneyard which is sweet! I cam do my shopping at Trader Joe's!! I came accross this place on craig's list. It was a pretty good price for what I am getting. At least compared to what most other apartments were listed at. It's a bottom unit (not great but it will be easy to move in and bring groceries up). It's $1355 with the rest of November free, 750 Sq Ft, has a washer and dryer, new carpet, new floors in the kitchen and bathroom. Its a really good size unit for a one bedroom. It also has a cute little front fenced off area where i can put in a bbq pit &/or table. I really really like it but Im scared. I have lived home my entire life and paying rent, utilities, bills, groceries etc...freaks me out. The privacy will be nice. I hope I dont get lonely and I hope my cat adjusts ok. Im scuuuurred. I know this is good for me, i know this is healthy and what i need but man....its scary to do this alone. I have nothing, I have to buy so much...a couch, bed, dresser,table, TV, towels, dishes, pots, pans, silverware, you name it..I need it. Around this time of year when i have presents to buy...not good.

But I did it...I finally did it. I hope to god it works out.
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