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November 28th, 2007
09:28 am - Coffee
I have the sneaking suspicion...I wll be drinking coffee a lot more frequently. Since I have moved in, I have a coffee maker that I can set up to brew first thing in the morning. At first it started as just a weekend thing...and now I am drinking it every morning while i get ready for work. I really don't want to become a regular coffee drinker, 1) it stains your teeth and 2) i may grow to depend on the caffeine kick. I think i like it though, great already picking up bad habits haha. I did sleep better last night, thank god.
I think the PMS is gettin me though. I felt very nostalgic last night. I was watching Charlie Brown's Christmas, as I do every year. This year as I sat on my couch I got really upset. It dawned on me, things are really different now. And although I am happy in my apartment and know it was a much needed change it scares me. But it signified things are REALLy changing and will never be the same again. I feel i have truely left my childhood behind. It made me think how life as i knew it...is kinda over. I had a flood of memories hit me last night, beginning when i was really little and experiencing christmas and school, first crushes and boyfriends, Tae Kwon Do, days with my grandparents and nana and pops, Disneyland trips. Last night was so strange, it was like I got a visit from the GHOST OF CHRISTMAS PAST. Ugh i hope today is better. I'm tired of being sad about my past, jesus you'd think i was 70.
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![[User Picture]](http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/63681377/600421) | | From: | ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) queso |
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| Date: | November 28th, 2007 06:36 pm (UTC) |
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jesus you'd think i was 70.
Not really, sounds like you're going through what many people go through at age 18. :-)
Moving out was a necessary step. It'll take some adjustment, but soon I think you'll really appreciate your new independence.
Welcome to being a grownup kiddo.
Congrats on the new pad, sounds very cool. Call me if you ever need a friend :)
-Steph
408-480-5733
![[User Picture]](http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/26061391/6133349) | | From: | fleeps |
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| Date: | November 28th, 2007 09:48 pm (UTC) |
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I agree with you on the coffee thing - I really like coffee, but almost never drink it, 'cause there WILL be times when I need it and I don't want to build up a tolerance... ;)
If it helps you look more "forward" and not "back" - some of the best times in my life were when I first started living independently. I lived in Austin, Texas at the time, and I honestly look to those years as being some of the best in my life! There's no denying your childhood as something special (it is that way for me, too), but the new memories you'll create and associate with your new place will be just as great.
It'll take a little while to adjust, but you've got a good outlook and it'll start feeling more natural in no time! :) |
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